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常提醒自己,
別把眼淚成為一種工具。

我們都被困在某個叫回憶的地方。
那些昨日之日,我們已永遠失落,
卻永遠懷念。

什麼叫作美麗的謊言?﹗
總之就算美麗也好,不美麗也好,
謊言就是謊言,
總會把人傷害得透徹。
為什麼不能坦白一些說一句
"我不愛你了,我想分開。"
可能這樣說會傷得很深,
但總好過當有一天你知道那個謊言背後的真相時,
再被他 / 她狠狠地傷害多一次。
難道被他 / 她傷害一次還不夠嗎?
還要等到自己重新振作的時候被人再推倒嗎?
討厭別人對我說謊,
美不美麗也是欺騙!!!

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Original: 5/30/2009 11:59 PM
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Saturday, May 30, 2009

 中五畢業. . 期待...不期待 . .!?
今天是我在禮堂最認真聽講的一次 . .
因為我知道 . .
我再沒有機會於禮堂上有任何的聚會或活動 . .
中五畢業 . .
令我最開心的是 . . 我終於可以離開這班 . .
中五是我最不開心的一年 . .  一言難盡 . .
最討厭的不只是班上的人際問題. .
更討厭的是 . . 每天都要見到我希望忘記的人 . .
畢業了. .
所有我討厭的事物..終於離開我...

回到家中 . .
我把今天所派發的成績表交給爸爸過目 . .
他沒有說什麼話 . .
看過後 . . 他說要給我的媽媽看 . .
我便回答說 . ." 我沒有打算給她看 "
說這句話的原因是 .  . 我的媽媽只會在乎英文的成績. .
以及有多少科能取得合格( c )
自問 . . 我這次真的很用心去考這個畢業試 . .
就例如一直不能夠達標的歷史科 . 在這次考試中 . 我終於取得d. .
雖然成績不是很好 .
但 . 盡了自己的全力而取得進步的成績已經滿足. .
可是. . 我的媽媽只會留意分數 / 結果...
根本不理會當中的過程 . .
她知道我英文科的成績 . . 只不停的說
"英文唔得既話..出黎點搵野做!? 你都唔明.英文有幾咁重要"
這時 . . 我真的感到很失望 . . 我知道英文是重要. .
但我真的考不到她理想的成績. . 我還可以做什麼!?
那刻 . .我的眼淚已流下來 . .
與我結識很久的人 . . 應該知道. .
我從不會因自己的成績而傷心. .
原因是   . .我沒有付出 . . 又為何會介意收來的結果呢!?
但這次不同 . . 我真的有付出. .
只是付出後 . . 沒有得到任何人的支持及鼓勵 . .

我走進了浴室洗澡 . .
我不停的哭泣 . .
而且腦海中只某人對我說過一句說話. .
" 你有資格.值得人地睇得起咩? "
對 . . 可能我真的沒有 . .
做每樣事 . .我都不是最好的 . . 
不值得 . .
哭過後. . 只好裝著平常的看著電視. .

誰會知道我的心聲!?



某人:你所說的一字一句,
            刻骨銘心,未曾遺忘,
            只是全以傷心作記,
            眼淚作結。
 Posted 5/30/2009 11:59 PM - 138 Views - 2 eProps - 3 comments

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唔洗咁傷心啵 至少你有CM我無:)
Posted 5/31/2009 4:43 AM by ERWIN_J - reply

Visit tailsshan's Xanga Site!
@@ 咪又係得你一個..
d人見到都唔留..
不過算喇..無所謂 =]
Posted 6/1/2009 1:24 PM by tailsshan - reply

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無計啦 我咁好人[:
Posted 6/10/2009 4:28 AM by ERWIN_J - reply


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